Why am I down?
Mood:
down
Yesterday was wonderful. We went bowling in the morning while Adam was at school. Then we came home and spent some time together. Then we got the kids. Jade went home earlier than usual. I had asked her family for that so we could go out. Katie watched Adam while David and I went to Black Angus. Then we rented
Fun With Dick and Jane. It was a very nice night. I felt great. I slept great. It was a very happy birthday.
Oh, something cute: When we picked up Adam, his classmates started saying "Happy birthday Adam's mom!" He told everyone, and it was so sweet. I felt so special.
All that said, why I am in a slump today? I feel down and very tired. There is absolutely no good reason for it.
I guess there are a couple little reasons. Last night, I had to give David the $40 I had from babysitting so we could get dinner and such. Last week, I had to spend my last $20 from babysitting so we could get water. I would just like to keep some of my own money. Ok, I think David did give me $20 on Saturday last week to pay me back for getting the water and I used it for craft stuff, so that really isn't valid. I feel better remembering that. I could just delete that part, but it is in my train of thought so I will keep it here. But I still had to get my b-day dinner. Oh well, it was still lovely.
I woke up with a tender lump in my neck, just behind my jaw and under my ear. I don't know why. I do know that that is where a lymph node is. I did a search on webmd.com and found that I don't need to worry unless it is there for a few weeks. But it still doesn't feel good, and it doesn't make sense. I don't like not knowing what I can do to feel better. Also, David had a lower back, most likely kidney, pain when he got up. As a result, he wasn't feeling too great. I guess both of us waking so badly after such a nice day is a good way to feel a bit down. I hope David feels better when he gets home. I don't know what I can do for him and it worries me. I know he will be fine, but he has been happy and I want things to stay that way.
Well, I am going to try to take it easy. The kids are watching a movie, and Jade should be going home soon, so that is good.
I plan to finish organizing the kitchen cabinets tonight. I also need to vacuum and swiffer the floors. That really isn't much. Perhaps getting it done will perk me up a bit.
Oh yeah, a good thing: My oven got fixed today. It actually gets hot enough to use! I am happy about that. It is about time it got done. Now I can make bread and stuff without it taking forever.
I guess that is it for now.
Posted by Brandy
at 5:32 PM PDT
Updated: Thursday, June 29, 2006 5:41 PM PDT